i know what you did last weekend

i can say i had fun last weekend
i admit i had a wonderful days
enjoyed so much

i still got fever, not so well
but nothing can spoiled my day
seems like it recovered
just for yesterday, 19 Dec 2010

before that day
i'm so happy
'my ustaz' asked me out; after... let see..
i cant even remember when was the last day i met him

i was eating some cheese tart that time when he text me
my stomach fulled
till i said "ok, give me another half an hour"

that was the first time i met him that late
cz usually he would sent me home at least before 10pm
but it's 930pm already

never mind, as long as i can see him
**romantic mood**

we went to Kg Baru, as usual
since we r not so familiar with other eating places in KL

his different act..
his different jokes..
his different stories..

is he for real?
or an alien from jupiter?

i feel strange, but i'm happy
happy to see him again
happy to hear from him again
happy to be with him again

even though we are not meant for each other
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i went home -
saw the unread message sent by my sister
"apit, amoi not moving,  probably dead...."
i rushed to the cage

there's no single move from her
her heart stopped
layed down with eyes half opened (or actually half closed?)

i'm panic, for sure
should i throw her out?
how could i?

my ex is on his way (actually he's somewhere nearby)
i text him, and he helped me out
buried her

my tears non-stop falling

i cried not because i love her
but because i'd never love her
i'm using her
... oh my selfishness

how could i?
i killed her softly

"i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry, amoi"

i cried beside her grave
regret~

R.I.P Amoi... my rabbit
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woke up early to prepare some sandwiches for the reunion
i bought sardine, onion, mayonaise, cucumber and lime - that's all
no need to put too much, no need too many

rushed to Sg Buloh by KTM
it's been so long i didn't take a KTM
journey to Sg Buloh less than 30mins
but waiting for the train more than 1 hour *sigh*
how come the organizer can be late for the event?

cant believe i met my old friend, Ibtisam; in the same train
i missed my old friend
met aini n fatiha
straight to setapak, aini drove fast
really2 fast n furious

arrive @ lili's house
y-da were there too
y-da, my best friend when we were part 1, diploma
i met her at shah alam few times before, on our degree

me, aini, yda, lili, ib.. we all together struggled to get a DL
both diploma n degree
hope you guys struggle in life too

me- brought some sandwiches
aini- spagetti
lili- nasi ayam
fatiha- cocktail (but she dnt know how to do it, so i offered myself to prepare it)
shima- secret recipe's cake - indulgence
others - bring their own stomach to be filled up

we ate a lot
talked a lot
laughed a lot
enjoyed so badly
~flashed back the old SWEET memories~

then, me aini fatiha yda fizah n ib together went to damansara
watched movie - "ngankung" at d curve
such a simple movie, but i'm dissapointed
but then, we went to ikea's food court
enjoyed eating cheese meatball + chicken wing
ate a lot - again??

the best part - went to ikea show room
wish to have a family soon after seeing those

i'm attracted with one of the sample of houses
very simple, interesting
only got i small bedroom, 1 small of bathroom, kitchen, dining table and sofa with TV
simple but nice
suit for a small family
suit for me~ i think

arrived home @ 12midnight
time to sleep
need to work tomorrow

good night, everyone
have a sweet dream too~